Wow...currently 1.39am...listening to music,makes me think of you. i m not suppose to thinking of you but idk why, i cant control myself. you are definitely the type of girl i wanted for so long, no matter your personality or watsoever, i juz have to admit that you are the type i m finding for this past few years. But you know, normally things wont come so smoothly that you will get watever you want >< You are OWNED! OMG! i understd that i m not or SHUD NOT have any feeling wit u but feeling is hard to control, whenever i text wit u , we were joking ard, i smile will automatically appear on my face although toy werent talking anything funny nor happy, mayb you owned a special space in my heart. after that stinky vacation , i found out that actually we are cleary know that each another was thinking bout wat.I think you could feel that too. watever appear in my mouth and i wanted to speak , you will always be the one speak tgt wit me, this aint co-incident but we understd each another well or i can said as FAITH, IMY. But i don think i can tel u or confess to you cuz you are owned. well to be honest , r bf n u were tgt for 4 years if i not mistaken, which basically means very stable relationship, i don wanna be the third party among you both , C . guess another love have to be hidden again and kept here lol...the feeling towards you were special, tis is the feeling that i nvr felt b4, juz wanna say ILY. Mayb i'll chase after you when u break up wit ur bf...GLJC! Cheer Up! You have good criteria =D ! And Thx for every single u texted wit me which makes me smile.oh ya! i started to capture photos of everything and send to you juz because i wanted to share my every moment with you . I guess u juz think that i wanted to LC you but i m not.Guess not gonna tel u tis also cuz u dont have to know tis =D Juz hope that you will figure out urself ba. i appreciate your conversation wit me regarding our ex and also ur SELF-PRAISING SKILL OMFG! i nvr have an awesome fren like you that will self-praise herself ALWAYS! i love your attitude and personality and characteristics and of cuz ur face. Guess you will nvr find out this page ba haha cuz i nvr tel u bout tis, Lastly > ILY , C.

wow...is been a while i didnt touch on this...well...too much of things keeping inside the heart ain't good so i decided to type it out instead of hiding it myself...well is kinda hard feeling when u wanna propose to a girl but u dono how to propose it...a simple "ILY" maybe will be the best thing to say...i watched those movie saying that looking to your loves 1 and tell her what you felt for her...in reality...it's not easy as v think off...MX, maybe i shud have grap the chance during sem 1 but i juz too afraid that i will get rejected...i kia su...i admit it...to be honest, i think tat i m quite okay with everything but why can't i get a gf? i really don understd why those ppl who are not educated can have gf but me as a still studying student can't get a gf? sometimes i think i m such a failure...really failure...i wanted to propose to you now...but idk what shud i say...i turn on my laptop everyday juz hoping that you will find me in skype...but not even once =X...ya...i understd tat...maybe i m not the type of tea you are finding for but perhaps give me a chance to show myself to you how well i could treat you with...i swear to god that i will protect and love you until the end of the day comes...i m kinda "dry" as ppl said...nid moisture abit to become a boy back...well to my ex..ya i knw you're having a good life now...can see that in ur pics...perhaps last time i m juz too confident in myself that i could get her == stupid...really stupid...i sacrified you for her...really stupid, if not i couldnt think of how happy v can be now...well XH..thanks for everything you given to me...this is our memory..i will keep it in my heart forever...well MX...i really hope that god could help me up...hopefully tat this page could somehow flows to your eyes...love you...idk how you feel to me but i m definitely loving you...i wanted to protect and love you...will miss you always =)

It's suffering...i m reli suffering now!!! the only thg tat i think i can do now to stop thinking of u...is tat stop finding u...mayb v r not the match 1...sry for wat i did...i noe it is stupid...i m juz lieing to myself...u r belongs to some1 else which r more better thn me...mayb i juz nid to listen to wat andy say...Let You Go...Bye











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End of form 4 day[s]

haiz....1 year past through so fast...like doing nth this year...time reli past through very fast...reli wanted to always stay in the form 4 life....tat the time could stop...but...i noe tat it will not come true...haiz...nvm...still remember the 1st day of schooling in 4 sc 2....haha...all malays oni me and lpl are chinese...haha...funny...but days go longer and longer...v found out tat the malays not reli so 'BAD'..haha...v even ply poker together tat me, yong, and lpl teach them how to ply...haha...the last day v went to the icc meeting...the 2 cousin sister went 4 a shop of selling the christmas thgs 1...so fast chirstmas meh?><...the robin belanja v makan...but oni makan bihun....then he sengaja pay infront of us to the mee seller...LOL...wanted to show tat he s reli belanjaing us makan...haha...but actually...who oso noe s rotary club belanja 1 la....he s juz represent oni..xD...haha...then going back by LRT....stil owe some1 0.30 sen...haha...then...back home....then tats the END OF FORM 4 LIFE...T.T...sad...reli wanted to go back to the 1st day of schooling...to fulfill the thimng tat i regreted so much....haiz....GOODBYE FORM 4 LIFE...T.T...honeymoon year past...now..time for fighting year...then WELCOME FORM 5 LIFE...haha...mayb have to go work during holiday....however....FORM 4...i wont 4get U....GOODBYE.....><...T.T

Japanese girlzz

walau...i really miss them so so so much...really wanted to follow them back to Japan...haha...very happy spending my 3 hours wit them...they are so cute and nice...although we cant really comunicate well...but at least they understand...haha...then taking pictures wit them...haha...regret that oni take so little pictures wit them...should take over 100 only i satisfied...haha...but however...we will always be friends...i would not forget 1 of u in my group 44...fairwell japanese friends... we will meet again... don worry... i swear i will pay my visit to Japan...haha...Group 44 japanese... u will always in my heart... ^^

Back from my happy Johor trip

Wa...very happy to attend this camp...really fun going this camp...to be true...i really miss all the friends that i met there...juz hope that i can stay there forever and not coming back...friends..i will not forget you guys...you all make me have a very happy memory...and miss this guy very much...Siti Sara...lol...this actually is a india boy...but we juz gave him a nickname as siti...miss this funny guy...then erm....Lee,Pong,Harvey,Lie Yee,Angie and of cause Nian Sie...lol^^haha...this is a camp that i will not forget forever...i hope that our friendship can stand forever and i will not forget u guys...lol^^haiz...this 5 day trip can said to be my most happy day during this year...lol^^...haha...at the last moment during that trip...really feeling wanted to cry...TT...lol...friends...stay healthy forever...if i still have a chance to go...i will go again to meet my friends back...well...time will pass very very fast...5 days just gone like this..haiz...haiz...haiz...